Tiger's Update

[TIGERYPOO]

Hello lovelies. It has been a while.

First I do want to say that I always thought of all of you and the fun memories it has brought me. You are all amazingly lovely people and have brought me some of the best memories of my life. You all were always here no matter how much I floated away and came back. And that means the absolute world to me.

Next order of business; my roller coaster of a life. Let's see... two years and two months ago I reconnected with someone I met back in high school and a month later we were dating. We moved in together and got engaged 10 months later. Anyway it was a pretty toxic relationship. My ex fiance (Raymond) has a lot of anger management issues, is addicted to video games, is horrible with finances, and would constantly be going online to IMVU, Skype, Kik, whatever and be flirting and sexting with multiple online girls.

For context my ex fiance punched the dry wall in our apartment one time when I was drunk off my mind and we had people over. He broke his glass top on top of his desk. He's broken a cell phone. My best friend (Stevie) has had to pin him back and hold him down to keep him from breaking his computer entirely. He's shoved me and pushed me down. So... (ok this is super hard for me to write out but I want everyone to know what's been going on.) My Dad and I were the ones mainly paying for this apartment because Raymond was really bad with managing money. No matter how much I would beg him to step up or stop the sexting he kept doing it...

It got to the point where I was like "screw it, let's just do an open relationship if that makes you happy." So he did his crap and I did mine... I had basically given up on myself as I kept fighting to keep the relationship. I was miserable, using alcohol to numb pain every chance I got, self harming, and all that. (Tiger why did you not leave him months sooner?)

I winded up falling for Stevie somewhere along the way. No matter how much I kept trying to push him away, hold him at arms length, was completely nasty to him he stuck by my side. Even though he was falling for me too he kept doing what he could to keep me and Raymond together. Would make sure I would be eating whenever we hung out, ask me if I was getting enough sleep, that kind of thing. (If that's not caring for someone I don't know what is.) For the longest time I would continue to feel bad about it but here's the thing. (Btw we are waiting before jumping into a committed relationship cause I want my time to heal and be single. I could go on for hours about our conversations and more but that's to be explained another day.)

I DON'T FEEL BAD IN THE SLIGHTEST ANYMORE. Because my ex fiance would lie and ignore me about his crap with the online chicks but I would always ask him what he was ok and not ok with...

Anyway, a month and a half ago (after seeing my cousin and finding out he was going through an eerily similar situation as me down to the falling for a close friend except he was/is married not engaged) I had enough and broke it off. It's been difficult because we are both legally on a lease and still are room mates... Raymond's aura is a negative affect on my mental and emotional well being. But... breaking a lease and it being on your record isn't really good so I'm stuck here for now...

I am hoping in some way I can get back into role playing here and it can help save me (aside from Stevie, my family, and my close friends in real life.) But I don't even know where to start because it has been a long time. (I once made a character named Poisonivy that I never got to roleplay out... she was an evil and twisted cat that is very manipulative to some extreme points and I made up this whole story and plot for her. I'd love to roleplay her story out. The past two years I've developed a darker side and darker sense of humor so I have the itch to roleplay this evil cat.)

Sorry for the rambling long post but I wanted to get this out somewhere and I trust y'all. Love you all.

[ShinoDino first of her name!]

Been meaning to reply here for ages. BUT I AM HERE NOW. It will be short but hopefully my love comes across anyway. <3

Wow. You've been enduring a lot. You're a strong one! I hope very much that things with your lease and living situation improve and resolve. You deserve that. <3

Please keep us updated on you - we care very much for you, and until I can knock on your door with a casserole in hand, this is the way to find us. xD

SCR is an escape. I'm glad we can be here for you.

Regarding RPing info, we'd obviously love to have you around!! If you can find proof of your old charries existing (i.e. posts, bios, etc. - anything that shows that they did exist), as far as I know, they can be revived and posted with (after posting in the appropriate activity checks, of course!).

We have staff-made cats up for adoption in the adoption center as well if you'd like to add to your brood. *hides my own 20+ charries* No such thing as too many!!!!!! (Unless it's more than you can handle, of course.)

With evil charries, we always love them! Just make sure to remain aware of the site plot and make sure they stay within those parameters.

I always suggest reviewing the site rules regarding characters to get your head back around stuff. And I know, and hope, that the other admins will chime in if I've lead you disastrously astray.

We're all here for you in every way.

-Shiners

[TIGERYPOO]

I've basically had to get police involvement and an order of protection so it's been a rough past week. I'm just bouncing around where I can. Parents and friends houses.

I will have to review the rules and go back to my old posts and see if I can pinpoint my old characters.

[ShinoDino first of her name!]

Yikes. I'll be thinking of you, Tiger. And I'm a prayer person, so you've got those too. <3
We're all here for you.


I have literally no idea where you are in the world, but if you end up in Mississippi, USA, let me know. I have a couch. <3
But it's really hot here so I don't recommend that. xD

[Fern of my <3]

Tiger!

You are very courageous and brave for sharing your story with us. I know relationships like that can viciously cycle and become so hard to get out of- I'm so happy you were able to move out of it and start doing what's right and healthy for you! It's also wonderful that you have such good supports in your life- certainly count me and the rest of SCR as one.

When it comes to rping, I would do whatever comes with the least stress and most fun. You can always reboot or start up a new charrie! Either way I'm always down for role-playing so hit me up for plotting :3

Good to see you back!
Fern

[TIGERYPOO]

Thank you for the kind words Fern!! I know we talked some on discord. I'll look at my previous posts and charrie bios and see what happens